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Thursday, September 18, 2008

a short-time visitor...

everywhere i was like that, an ephemeral ...i won't be there in anyone's mind forever...i want my life also to be in the same way...a visitant to this world, who evanesce from this short space when life becomes a boredom to me...all seem to be like shadows now, dont know which one is real...or is it mystical, which i cannot comprehend, due to the lack of experience and wisdom, and may be due to the darkness around my seat of reasoning...
At this stint, i know only one thing...this life is worthless...nothing to be achieved...experiences lead you, but ultimately to the graveyard...so, why making it late? why can't we go one day earlier...for every other matter, humans are rushing..but when it comes to the "permanent end of life", everyone takes a hault and step back...nobody wants to walk into the valley of death...i still can't understand "why?"...u may ask me :"then why you are putting hold onto your death?"...i dont have an answer for that...all i know is that my mind is now void of thoughts...dont know whether to live, or to get contented with the thoughts i have for death...one day it will come to take me away from the sting of my mental distress...death, you are my only hope now...