have i done anything that i loved to do??? from the days that i can remember, i started doing things as per others' wish...(they may say that i reached a safe position in mylife owing to that)...started learning alphabets, numbers, theories, derivations, circuits...assignments and exams...projects and trainings...the saga continues...till now, i havent done anything which ails my mental stress..the stress that came up as a repercussion of those things which i enlisted before...all that i loved was her..and she ended up with someone...
all are bringing tears into my mind.. the loss of my childhood...my adolescence...my love... the advent of a new era, where machines controlling the mind of humans..everyone has only one motiff..to make more and more money..accumulate as much as he can before he goes off to kiss the mother earth...all are shams...neither a one can be trusted to the core, for you may not know when he stabs you from behind..i may be belying with my personality...see, i am also a human who want others to agree with what i think, or what i represent..i am not a true(not even to the margin) representation of what i am..i am also feigning, for what others like to hear from me..i am not loving anyone today, since all that i loved cannot be possessed anymore...and nothing is there to achieve for myself... but i have to pretend, else i may turn insane to others...!!!

Days are flying by ..without any thoughts..any dreams...too mechanical life seems to be now...now happy that, some time ago i spent somedays somewhere for the love i had...and today also, all i love are those moments which i spent for that...where nothing, but love was only there in my mind....!!!